The amber lights bleed red, seeping into glistening black puddles, reflecting the hue of Bryan's dissatisfaction underneath his tempered eyelids. The glare projects a fierce deep shadow across his brow - like a flashlight storyteller at a campfire. Low gears growl in the bowels of a single oversized semi-trailer as it hauls to a start past the streetlights that hang mere feet over it. Bryan watches through his side window, irritated as it canters into a sluggish left turn, occupying both lanes on the opposite side of the road and avoiding his car's forward path entirely. He forces out a sigh for wasted time, pressing air through his pursed li
Untitled - 'Highway Pt.1' by Gambit-and-I, literature
Literature
Untitled - 'Highway Pt.1'
This is the lonesome road that they tell of.
I pray for the bittersweet in-between
Defilades of city-block houses
From this iced gale barrage
Not out here.
Here are deserts of dead fields:
Summer-Sun seared green grasses
To the sullied, cracked soil - its withered colour
Thickets, not spurring with life,
But fraying, frail in the hot wind
Line the roadside, hissing.
We hasten by them, splitting the whirring waves of heat
The road exhales. Blurred pastures pass through these windows,
No more green than the dirt that pits in the smoothed
Grooves of these tires: rock's sift lifted from our
Rocky driveway promenade --
Worn by thi
The tumbling humdrum of
The brute industrial heater that
Hovers on girders above our heads
Wet school-shoes shriek on scored floor boards
Scuffed by years of scholars and sport.
Tin torrents to timber
Down the dated walls;
Faint lines of scraped paint
Cross under idle feet:
A basketball court, a theatre hall a call
To assembly;
A makeshift space
Plays a face for all.
Plaques adorn a corner.
A name floats above names,
Nailed
To pleated steel sheets.
Thick burly wood on
Dappled silver iron.
A board on vertical waves.
I sat in the unbridled,
Un-haltered seats
Of denture-white buses,
Pushing at the hills like walls ,
Low gears growl
In the stomach
Of the miniature, white steed.
Black to black.
4 Thin and small
Carried me over
The gravel they grappled,
As O'Connell climbed
Along the broken-line-spine
Of that pitch snake
That winds its way
To you.
Each crest, another dimension
That lays on nauseas minds.
Pressing further still with acclivitous time.
Biding pressure between burst ears.
Transit perpetuates
to the
You're a girl enamoured in talent -
Talented with shrinking things,
I flounder,
Tossed, palm to palm.
Never static,
Nothing truly is,
With you.
Fondling the birdcage
That falls around your neck;
The Labyrinth of your mind
A trinket in your hand
Or, an hourglass,
Seeping sand?
You're going places!
A soul borne for flight,
To glorious spaces.
Walled in neuroses.
Spaces left, for pictures to post.
You paint a world you know is not.
You know better than most.
But, be true;
There are no walls,
Not a cage, never?
No, but a tether:
Set to soar,
Leashed unto that Minotaur.
You stress the links
Of a chain tha
THE NIGHT I LEARNT TO USE PAIN by Gambit-and-I, literature
Literature
THE NIGHT I LEARNT TO USE PAIN
They sit and sip
The chatter
Round the party-night
campfire.
Slurred words blur
The spaces
Between these seats:
Hot hearts' respire.
The clothed, layered desire;
Shawls to a drunken laugh.
Adrift on a draft
The stifling scent of
Perfume pleas.
This white winter breeze
Pin pricks of shivering skin
So fair,
Subsequent and sweeping
Beneath sleeves that dress
I read words,
Fleeted,
To tales of grandeur.
To happenings,
Of presence and meaning.
Twixt the two was edict, they said,
As from ether.
So they heralded down to children
Merely out of nurture
In immediacy,
The stories stolen,
Drenched in conviction
Misplaced?
Even as a child,
Humility was in refrain
For the next session,
Math, Literacy, Comprehension
Seemed more pressing;
Intrinsic disregard.
I was one to correct
The pedantry of dotting 'i's
And crossing 't's
But I could never,
Ever bring myself to read
The book.
I eyed crosses,
With crossed eyes,
Disapproving mockery
I looked on,
Estra
She always said that I press,
I press,
"You press too hard -
On the paper".
Scarring books, tables,
Under pages -
Wounded wood,
Barely retribution, Mum.
I had humility once,
When I was young.
Paternal, her wisdom fostered it.
It was alcohol that set to drown it.
I will never believe in anything
Again.
I tell myself All I know,
It's from me.
But I did not create knowledge
Nor the advent of its effect.
I employ, I devise the device,
As an ungrateful thief.
But I admit words,
Words of my Mother:
Faults.
Oh, how I fault you,
In ways never to falter.
"Disappointed" You could never say.
Well, not so
Dollars drop and buildings tower,
Boiling frogs till the midnight hour.
Draw back the veil,
Expose the iron fist
That feeds
They cannot bite.
The straying kine feign in might.
The minute hand wanes
Clockwise bound.
Oblivion! they call
Across Wall Street's rounds.
Cartridges, receipts
Litter the pavement.
Lest they learn:
The Era of an End
Will not yield to payment.
The amber lights bleed red, seeping into glistening black puddles, reflecting the hue of Bryan's dissatisfaction underneath his tempered eyelids. The glare projects a fierce deep shadow across his brow - like a flashlight storyteller at a campfire. Low gears growl in the bowels of a single oversized semi-trailer as it hauls to a start past the streetlights that hang mere feet over it. Bryan watches through his side window, irritated as it canters into a sluggish left turn, occupying both lanes on the opposite side of the road and avoiding his car's forward path entirely. He forces out a sigh for wasted time, pressing air through his pursed li
Untitled - 'Highway Pt.1' by Gambit-and-I, literature
Literature
Untitled - 'Highway Pt.1'
This is the lonesome road that they tell of.
I pray for the bittersweet in-between
Defilades of city-block houses
From this iced gale barrage
Not out here.
Here are deserts of dead fields:
Summer-Sun seared green grasses
To the sullied, cracked soil - its withered colour
Thickets, not spurring with life,
But fraying, frail in the hot wind
Line the roadside, hissing.
We hasten by them, splitting the whirring waves of heat
The road exhales. Blurred pastures pass through these windows,
No more green than the dirt that pits in the smoothed
Grooves of these tires: rock's sift lifted from our
Rocky driveway promenade --
Worn by thi
The tumbling humdrum of
The brute industrial heater that
Hovers on girders above our heads
Wet school-shoes shriek on scored floor boards
Scuffed by years of scholars and sport.
Tin torrents to timber
Down the dated walls;
Faint lines of scraped paint
Cross under idle feet:
A basketball court, a theatre hall a call
To assembly;
A makeshift space
Plays a face for all.
Plaques adorn a corner.
A name floats above names,
Nailed
To pleated steel sheets.
Thick burly wood on
Dappled silver iron.
A board on vertical waves.
I sat in the unbridled,
Un-haltered seats
Of denture-white buses,
Pushing at the hills like walls ,
Low gears growl
In the stomach
Of the miniature, white steed.
Black to black.
4 Thin and small
Carried me over
The gravel they grappled,
As O'Connell climbed
Along the broken-line-spine
Of that pitch snake
That winds its way
To you.
Each crest, another dimension
That lays on nauseas minds.
Pressing further still with acclivitous time.
Biding pressure between burst ears.
Transit perpetuates
to the
You're a girl enamoured in talent -
Talented with shrinking things,
I flounder,
Tossed, palm to palm.
Never static,
Nothing truly is,
With you.
Fondling the birdcage
That falls around your neck;
The Labyrinth of your mind
A trinket in your hand
Or, an hourglass,
Seeping sand?
You're going places!
A soul borne for flight,
To glorious spaces.
Walled in neuroses.
Spaces left, for pictures to post.
You paint a world you know is not.
You know better than most.
But, be true;
There are no walls,
Not a cage, never?
No, but a tether:
Set to soar,
Leashed unto that Minotaur.
You stress the links
Of a chain tha
THE NIGHT I LEARNT TO USE PAIN by Gambit-and-I, literature
Literature
THE NIGHT I LEARNT TO USE PAIN
They sit and sip
The chatter
Round the party-night
campfire.
Slurred words blur
The spaces
Between these seats:
Hot hearts' respire.
The clothed, layered desire;
Shawls to a drunken laugh.
Adrift on a draft
The stifling scent of
Perfume pleas.
This white winter breeze
Pin pricks of shivering skin
So fair,
Subsequent and sweeping
Beneath sleeves that dress
I read words,
Fleeted,
To tales of grandeur.
To happenings,
Of presence and meaning.
Twixt the two was edict, they said,
As from ether.
So they heralded down to children
Merely out of nurture
In immediacy,
The stories stolen,
Drenched in conviction
Misplaced?
Even as a child,
Humility was in refrain
For the next session,
Math, Literacy, Comprehension
Seemed more pressing;
Intrinsic disregard.
I was one to correct
The pedantry of dotting 'i's
And crossing 't's
But I could never,
Ever bring myself to read
The book.
I eyed crosses,
With crossed eyes,
Disapproving mockery
I looked on,
Estra
She always said that I press,
I press,
"You press too hard -
On the paper".
Scarring books, tables,
Under pages -
Wounded wood,
Barely retribution, Mum.
I had humility once,
When I was young.
Paternal, her wisdom fostered it.
It was alcohol that set to drown it.
I will never believe in anything
Again.
I tell myself All I know,
It's from me.
But I did not create knowledge
Nor the advent of its effect.
I employ, I devise the device,
As an ungrateful thief.
But I admit words,
Words of my Mother:
Faults.
Oh, how I fault you,
In ways never to falter.
"Disappointed" You could never say.
Well, not so
Dollars drop and buildings tower,
Boiling frogs till the midnight hour.
Draw back the veil,
Expose the iron fist
That feeds
They cannot bite.
The straying kine feign in might.
The minute hand wanes
Clockwise bound.
Oblivion! they call
Across Wall Street's rounds.
Cartridges, receipts
Litter the pavement.
Lest they learn:
The Era of an End
Will not yield to payment.
The most pure of wants.
Ego and pride, swiftly swept aside,
Giving leave for lust to flow in,
Questioning desire as sin
When unity is given such power,
With such shame to deflower
But only to spread the seeds of indignity,
When there's no need for pity-
In the natural.
To play on doubt is
To live without
The liberties grown in all.
To cage is to stain and set a flame
To the gardens,
Of a mind-
Enthralled.
I've never had much fidelity when it comes to Journals and such. Um, have been writing poetry a lot more lately, though not enough I think. It'd be super swell if people would comment on them for me? Even critique, nasty or not, I don't mind.
'Laters.
R'.
Ah, basically, I'm very new to all this, but I'm doing alright. Just uploading my most basic poetry and low res' snapshots of sketching and the like for the time-being. Basically anything I can find around here, I'll upload, 'till I actually start writing again. Helpful hands are most appreciated.
R'